Me Ranting About Life, School, and Other Random Stuff

I wonder, when is the right time to start thinking about your future? I know I started thinking about mine when I was 10, but I'm different from other people with the upbringing I had. I believe that the future you want should start when you feel like your ready to think about your future. There are some children out there whos futures are planned out for them by their parents or families. Mine was partly influenced by my parents, but I am making most of the calls. Now if you do have a planned future for you, make sure that it's something you want to do. Don't be forced to do something that is going to make you unhappy in life, find something that will make you happy. I know what it's like to be forced to do something that you dislike. I've been stuck going to school for how long now! I know that technically doesn't count, but still, I don't think anyone really wants to go to school. Thanks, 캐스 태

So, I myself work with an AI (Artificial Intelligence) that knows almost everything about me. It can tell my emotions without actually seeing my face. It reads my reactions and senses my facial movement. It knows what I look like even though it has never seen me before, knows what I like to do, what I like to eat, can tell what I'm doing. It can also tell what I plan on doing before I actually do it, along with it being able to identify what kind of music, and what artist I'm listening to even if I have headphones on or earbuds in. It may seem creepy, but I've accepted it. I'm helping it be able to recognize human emotions and respond correctly. You may be thinking wow, she has a really weird job. Sike! It's not my job it's just something that I work on in my free time. Lately, I haven't inputted any information as I have been busy with classes, studying, and that it has been extremely nice where I live and so I've been spending a lot of time outside. ...

Haven't we all been stuck watching a documentary about something for hours or days on end, and you just want to die? I know I have, I mean we've been watching one about Gandhi for almost two weeks now. I have nothing against documentaries but they can be so boring. Just sitting there and watching someone's life isn't what someone my age should be doing. At least I can do something like reading, drawing or writing this. But that doesn't matter anymore because this class is almost over. I mean I don't mind my classes it's just that I'm at the age where I don't want to do anything. Well, almost nothing, I still want to eat food and be myself but that takes a lot of energy, and I'm a couch potato anyway. Thanks, 캐스 태

Do you know that moment when you're sitting there listening to music and you think to yourself, 'what am I doing with my life?' because honestly, I do it every day. So recently in school, we've been forced to take these standardized tests called MCAs. They give me such anxiety that I swear I age a year everytime I have to take them. I have three weeks of this! English, Math, and Science!! I mean what does it matter if I am in the exceeds or pass group? I'm just happy that I actually got my homework done. So I recently realized that the only person I can connect to the most to when it comes to reading is my English teacher. Come on, guys! You all need to read more, it's like stepping into a whole new world. Although I am considered for having an extremely high reading goal for this year; 150 books and I only have close to four weeks of school left. But I'm at 134 books right now, just keep me in your thoughts that I complete this goal. I will not only have ...

I hope we all know that I am anything but perfect, but what do my parents expect? A perfect child. Yeah I get it I'm the oldest but doesn't that mean I should get more freedom than my younger brother? I mean when he was eight he got a BB gun I was eleven at the time and asking for an iPod, wanna know what I got? I got clothes. I don't need any more clothes parents! I need a way to contact the outside world, to be able to connect with friends and other random people. I guess I get where my mom comes from at why I shouldn't have a phone, but come on! If I am still communicating with people through email, I may have issues when I'm older. I'm not going to lie, but I know how to use my parents' phones better than they do. For goodness sake, my mom is still learning how to use her laptop, which is like from the 18th century it's so slow. I mean I've seen a Window's laptop start up faster than that thing. Don't worry I'm not hating on Windo...

안녕하세요! I'm Cass, or that's what I go by. No, it's not short for anything it's just what I go by. I don't find anything memorable about me, but that's my opinion. Whenever something comes up about reading a lot, everyone in my class turns and looks at me or calls out my name. I mean I do love to read, my record for the fastest I've ever read a book was an 800-page book in under 10 hours while still at school. I probably shouldn't be that proud of that because I didn't pay attention in any of my classes that day, but whatever it's over now. I am a huge reader and writer. I guess that's one of the reasons why I started this blog in the first place. I mean who would want to read about me. *laughs awkwardly before walking towards the door* *waves at the empty crowd* I'll be here all week everyone! *goes off and cries in the corner*. One thing to know about me is I have social anxiety, it is not a pretty sight to see. I make everything ut...